I feel spiritually disconnected. How do

This looks less like a loss of faith than a stalled waiting room — and the cards put the stall in the present, not in you.

Past — Justice, upright. Something in how you got here was an honest accounting: a decision you made on principle, a promise you either kept or didn't, a fair reckoning about what a practice was actually costing. You didn't drift away; you concluded.

Present — Three of Wands, reversed. This is the live card. Upright it's expansion and ships-sailing; reversed it's a person standing at the window with the plans half-made, watching for a sign that the world still responds. That's what disconnection usually looks like from the inside: not absence, but waiting. Reversed here is stalled motion, not a loss of meaning.

Future — Wheel of Fortune, upright. Under that stall, the turn comes — but a Wheel is not an answer you summon. It's a change in circumstance that arrives whether or not you've settled the accounts. Two of your three cards are majors, which puts this at the level of how you've organized your life around meaning, not scheduling.

So, conditional: if you go back and look honestly at what the practice you left actually gave you versus what it charged you — and the record says the answer still holds — then the Wheel reads as re-entry, going back through a door that was never locked, and the returning works better than a fresh revelation. If the record says the practice only ran on your own discipline and yours alone, then the Wheel reads as the turn arriving sideways, through something you haven't planned, and forcing the old shape again will stall the same way.

One thing, inside 48 hours: find the actual record from when you last did it — the journal entry, the class schedule, the photo of the group, whatever is concrete — and write down the date and the one thing it gave you that nothing since has replaced. That's not meditation; it either survives or it doesn't, and either answer tells you more than a week of reflecting will.

Want the spread drawn as a picture, or this reading saved to your journal?