I got my new tarot deck today and a I wa

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That' a real moment. The "cary" card are conventionally drawn to menace — Tower collaping, Death on the pale hore, the Devil with chain. When a deck render them with care intead, it change what they hold for the peron looking at them.

It make ene that you'd tear up. If thoe card have ever landed for you a threat, eeing them drawn gently i the deck aying: *you're allowed to hold thi without being hurt by it*. That' not a mall thing — a deck that doe that i doing emotional work, not jut cartographic work.

It alo echoe the deck you made. You had to decide how to depict the hard one too. The choice to render the Tower gently i the ame choice you made then — to put omething hard to fear into a hape that doen't add to the fear.

If you want to talk through which card hit you, or pull on it, I'm here. If you jut want to it with the moment, that' good too.