Should I write my own chants and bring t
Question
Should I write my own chants and bring them into my craft?
Answer
Three cards came out — all three are court cards, one from each suit, so this is about the *stance* you take at the work, not about whether a tradition exists or doesn't.
Past — King of Pentacles, reversed. Your craft so far has been built by holding the material side tightly: the piece gets made, works, goes out, and you check whether it held up. What that King reversed shows is the cost of it — the craft has been running on control of the output rather than on what you sound like inside it. Nothing wrong there, but it's the reason a question like this hasn't come up before: everything has been verified, none of it has been sung.
Present — Queen of Wands, reversed. This is the seat that matters, and it's the one you're actually asking about. A Queen of Wands upright is the one who invents her own voice and leads with it; reversed, she has the warmth and the authority, but she's been dimming it — because a chant that carries your own words has your own words in it, and then it's yours if someone dislikes it. Reversed here reads as internalized and held back, not absent. The impulse is there and going underground.
Future — King of Cups, upright. Under one condition — that you actually put your voice into one finished piece rather than testing it in the margin — the shape that tends to follow is composed, felt, and calm rather than loud. That's the King of Cups: not the charismatic leader, the one whose steadiness people trust. This is a tendency, not a promise.
So: conditional on whether you'd still want the words in your mouth if the words were yours and therefore contestable — if yes, the seat's future favors it; if the answer is that you'd only do it if no one could object, then the reversed Queen stays reversed and the craft keeps being the controlled thing the reversed King already made it.
Before you decide, check one thing that isn't in your head: open the record of the chants already in your craft — where they came from, who wrote them, whether any of them were written by a maker rather than inherited. You will find some written by someone who was as uncertain as you are, and some that arrived fully formed. That record tells you what "original" has actually meant in your own tradition, which no amount of thinking about it will.
The step, inside 48 hours: take the next piece of work you already have scheduled, and write one line of it in your own words instead of the borrowed line. Nothing else changes — same piece, same length, same deadline. Then finish it and hand it to a real reader or client, and keep what they say about the sound of it.
Want the three cards drawn as a picture, or this reading kept in your journal?