Is this my intuition or just my anxiety

Two of your three cards are Major Arcana and all three came up upright, so this is a structural question, not a scheduling one — and the spread answers it as a sequence rather than a verdict on your nerve.

Past — Justice, upright. Something was already checked. The thing you are asking about didn't come out of nowhere; it grew out of a real count, a real record, a real imbalance you noticed. Whatever else is happening, it started from a fact you can point to.

Present — The Devil, upright. The pull you are feeling now is a chain, not a message. The Devil doesn't say the desire is false — it says the grip has gotten tighter than the information justifies, and that you have handed some of your choosing over to it. This is the seat that answers your question most directly: the two are not competing. The signal is genuine, and something has attached itself to it.

Future — Five of Swords, upright. If you keep carrying it as a contest — proving it, winning the point, outlasting whoever is involved — you take the scene and give up the field. The gap in the middle is the hinge of this whole spread, so the future seat is a tendency, not a forecast: it describes what happens if the present grip continues unchanged.

The judgment, conditionally: if you set the alarm down in writing and the charge drops when the facts check out, that was intuition with something hooked onto it, and the hook is the part to treat. If the charge comes back identical whether or not anything holds up, then it was never about the facts — and Five of Swords says what that costs is the ground, not the argument.

What to do in the next 48 hours: write the whole thing out as one paragraph of checkable claims — who said what, on which date, which number, which document you read it in — then check each line against the actual record: messages, calendar, the file, the thread. Whatever survives the check is the signal; whatever can't is the chain. This is the one thing a draw cannot do for you, because the answer isn't in the cards, it's in whether the claim matches what's actually there.

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