should I call him and ask him if he's fi

Call him, but not to ask permission — 过去那张权杖七正位 says the last stretch was you holding a line on your own (守住位置、一对多), and 现在圣杯皇后逆位 says what you're actually carrying right now is the feeling, not a fact you need settled. If going requires his blessing to feel okay, the Justice reversed in the future seat is exactly that shape: 因果没有对账, the imbalance stays unnamed and you keep managing his mood instead of your own. If you can buy your own ticket and go as a guest of yourself — no signal, no explanation owed — then the same Justice reversed says the accounts stay clean, nothing is avoided that has to be faced, and the call becomes a small ordinary human thing rather than a verdict you're asking him to hand you.

The cards don't report what's in his head or what he'd say on the phone; that's not what this spread does.

One thing you can do alone, tonight: open the ticket page, check it's still on sale, and buy yourself the seat — no text to him first. What comes back from that page is real; what a call would return is only his tone that evening.

Want the three cards drawn as a picture, or this saved to your journal?