What does he truly feel for me right now

The cards don't put a clean feeling in that seat — they put an unfinished one, and the weight is on whether you'll read it as more than it is.

Past is Three of Swords upright: something between you already hurt, plainly and recently enough that it's still the substrate. Present is Page of Pentacles reversed — not hatred, not affection, but a small, low-investment, delayed thing: he is offering the beginner's draft of attention, half-held back, with the material side of it (time, money, a real plan) not moving. Future is Judgement reversed: if this stays at its current level, the tendency is for him to keep not looking at it — no reckoning, no naming of what the hurt was, no decision.

So: the honest answer is that this is not a hidden deep feeling being kept from you. Reversals run two of three, and the only Major sits reversed in the outcome seat — energy is turned inward or stalled, not suppressed love. That said, cards read the space between you and the signals reaching you, not the inside of his head; I won't tell you what he truly feels, because that isn't something the deck can hand over.

The hinge is the Page. If what you've actually been getting from him — the reply times, who starts the conversation, whether plans get made or stay proposals — looks like someone putting out a small starter offer and leaving it there, then this reads as stalled curiosity, not a feeling being withheld. If that record instead shows steady, unhurried presence you haven't been counting, the same card reads as someone moving at a beginner's pace on purpose. The record decides it; the cards can't.

Your move, inside 48 hours: open the actual thread — the last three conversations, who sent which one, and how long each reply took — and write down what his pattern was, not what you hoped it was. That record is the thing neither of you can guess at and neither of us can read for you.

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